Widower. My Wife that I have known since the 7th grade (but only married 8 years), who was one of my best friends in high school passed away last year as I held her hand. The cancer came back with a vengeance, and I did everything humanly possible to help her. There was nothing any Doctor could do. I LOVED her with all of my heart and will miss her until my last breath. Radiation and chemo do strange things to the human body, so even though there was love, the intimacy that I have missed, she was not able to provide. I miss the curves of the female form, one of Gods great creations. I miss the passion, the dip of her lower back as I run my tongue down it, hopefully with a taste of sweat. I miss seeing goose bumps on a women's body as she gets excited. I miss her arching her back and grabbing the sheets in a balled fist as she loses herself in the excitement and her orgasm. I miss seeing the smile on her face afterwards. If a woman is satisfied and happy there is Nothing, she will not do to satisfy her man. You first, then me and hopefully you again! I am 6'1" 210 lbs. yesterday, but I did eat a burger, sweet potato fries, 4 Oreo's, 3 nutter butters and a glass of milk today. Tomorrow I may weigh 211. I am quick witted in a fun, not hurtful way. Love golfing, kayaking, most sports, but I don't get lost in them. I can nap, go for a long time or go with the flow. Not ready for the world, but a small slow picture of it and see where it goes. If you want a sugar daddy, I'm not it. If I care about you, I will try to give you the world. Been hurt, been cheated on, I know the signs and not into the games. Everyone makes mistakes, but I like, Honest open communication.

My Ideal Person My ideal person could be comfortable in little black dress, a pair of jeans, or in a room full of people where she could hold a conversation and feel comfortable. Could enjoy dancing one night and watching a movie chilling the next. Could be satisfied with glass to wine watching the sunset, a gin and tonic in the hot tub or enjoying live music. If you play golf and enjoy the outdoors, a big plus. Have a good sense of humor, wit, knowledge of what is going on in the world, and not get her feeling hurt during fun banter by holding her own.
She would ENJOY exploring our sexual experiences together, be uninhibited and willing to give and receive.