I am looking for a male or a couple to become friends with and have a relationship of mutual benefit that grows and helps us to check off fantasy boxes. I love women and always will, but my cock and cum fantasies have weighed heavily on me for decades and I suppress them always. I have my own place and I am pretty attractive, so I am looking to meet a friend or couple that will enjoy having someone smart, funny, openmindedly freaky, and well endowed male to play with. I am nervous and sure to be clumsy. Once friends, I would like if he or he and she would stop by or invite me over when I am buzzed up and vulnerable to then have their way with me. I can be dominant and have a impressively thick and long penis that loves to thrust and cum. I have a decades long fantasy of how it feels to have a huge throbbing cock slide in and out of my mouth testing my ability to ease my gag reflex until I feel a hand on the back of my head pull me close so eagerly and nervously accept a hot thick mouth full of cum. I also want to feel my tight inexperienced ass get gently penetrated with lubrication and finesse until the hurt subsides and the thrust from tip to base slides with great pleasure over and over until you moan and squeeze my ass cheeks as you are filling me with cum. Pics are of me lubing and teasing my ass with a small to trying to imagine what it will feel like.